Pamela Larocque

Ryken's Journey - Chapter 10 Judgement Day | "On October 28, I walked down to neonatal after I gulped down my breakfast. I headed over to see Ryken and asked the nurse how the past few hours had been for him. Ryken was doing about the same, and no concerns were noted. Brett showed up after I pumped, and we spent time with Ryken at his bedside..."

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Chasing Rainbows - Chapter 1 Learning to Live Without Ryken | "Our Ryken is dead. The reality of our loss is still too difficult to comprehend some days. The year on the calendar is 2006, and I do not have a single New Year’s resolution. I guess that is not the whole truth. Someday, I want a healthy baby for our family. I know that I have to get through my grief first..."

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“Ryken’s Journey” and “Chasing Rainbows” are the first two books in the Bridging Self to SOUL series. These books have been written to raise awareness about the world of pregnancy and infant loss, as well as an understanding of one family’s experience. These books show a different perspective into the world of pregnancy and infant loss. This perspective has helped one mother take the necessary steps towards making peace with her grief as she tries to rebuild her life without her baby. Pam’s intention is to share her journey with the hope that it will help those that are also searching for answers to the questions that had roamed in the confines of her mind.

The answer that this mother discovered was…

love is infinite…always…


Raising Awareness about Pregnancy and Infant Loss, as well as Life Purpose and Spirituality is Pam’s intention with her books. Currently she is working on her third novel in the series, called Finding Me Again.

If you would like to place a bulk order of books please contact Pam at larocquepamela@gmail.com.