Chasing Rainbows

For when you go through the loss of a child…
to keep the memories to have and to hold in your hands,
you must keep them in a special place
where you feel like they are with you at ALL times.

“Chasing Rainbows” is the continuation of “Ryken’s Journey.” It is the true story of a mother’s struggle to find her faith again in her darkest days…as she intentionally embraces her grief over the loss of her infant son. It is also about her struggles to build a life for herself in a new city, while she tries not to succumb to her grief, as she is ravaged by depression, anxiety and post-traumatic stress disorder. While heading into unchartered waters, through the unknown territory of genetics. She searches courageously for her rainbow baby that she is desperate to have…the baby girl that Ryken said was coming.

In Chasing Rainbows, Pamela Larocque takes us on a “journey inward.”  She takes us through the cocooning process of her profound grief, into the metamorphosis of her true authentic and intuitively powered self.  Through courageous and transparent honesty with herself, her family, her trusted support circle and her privileged readers, Pam journeys through the unrelenting trauma and darkness of infant loss toward the light of new life and all that meant for she and her family.  This is the inspirational true story of the power of unconditional love and the indomitable hope of a beautiful soul named Pam.”  

Della Ferguson, Grief Support Worker

Raising Awareness about Pregnancy and Infant Loss, as well as Life Purpose and Spirituality is Pam’s intention with her books. Currently she is working on her third novel in the series, called Finding Me Again

If you would like to place a bulk order of the book “Chasing Rainbows” please contact Pam at